Sermon preached by
The Reverend Dr
Liz Horwell

Second Sunday of Lent, 28th February 2010

 

Sermon: Lent 2 2010: Why be a Christian?

A couple of weeks ago I met up with an old school friend of mine that I hadn’t seen in years. We had a wonderful time catching up and sharing photos and stories of our children – all now grown up; we shared a lot of laughter and remembered our school days. And then Kim spoke to me about her loss of faith over the years and I was heartbroken for her.  She’d been born an Anglican and converted to Catholicism to marry a catholic; and I’d always thought she was okay with it. But now Kim told me of how frustrated she was with all the dictats of the faith, and some of the sham and collusion she saw in the healing ministry practised in their very charismatic branch of the church.

And I was deeply saddened because her frustrations echoed my own irritations with the Anglican Church over the years but how differently they’d been resolved. And I think one of the first reasons I’m a Christian is that however hard I rebelled against the flaws of the institution, God always drew me back to himself with His love and gentleness; so that I never lost that deep connection with God that I’d had as a child.

To be fair, it was only much later that I was able to reconcile the two as I came to realise that the Church is the human face of God’s mission in our world – made up of all of us here today and all Christians across the world – with all our human failings. We, together, are what makes that institution; and God calls us to work with each other, with and through and in spite of our human failings, to bring His message to all.   

And that message IS for all: all of us are precious to God! Our faith is open to everyone - no holds barred. God loves us and longs to be in relationship with us – whoever we are. He doesn’t just stand apart, inaccessible, out of reach, (though he Is mysterious and ‘other’ too) but he also comes to us and knows each of us intimately – he holds us in the ups and downs of our personal stories. As the psalm says:

“O Lord, you have searched me out and known me; you know when I sit down and I rise up; you discern my thoughts from far away.....you are acquainted with all my ways....It was you who formed my inward parts; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.”

Our God knows us through and through and he loves us. Time and again in the gospels Jesus shows how he welcomes even those who are great sinners or unloved by others: tax collectors, adulterers, robbers, prostitutes, doubters, outcasts, lepers.....  He shows how all of us – even though we are sinners – are welcomed for the people God calls us to be – and forgiven when we don’t quite measure up.

He welcomes us not just to be part of his community but also to share in his great work of love for the world. Think of some of those OT – Moses: murderer; David: murderer and adulterer;  Jacob: cheated his brother out of his inheritance; Abraham: willing to sacrifice his son – none of them perfect by a long chalk but God is able to weave all their stories and their lives into His overall plan for good.

Then there’s Peter, Jesus’ constant companion – Peter who won’t have his feet washed because Jesus is his master not his servant, Peter who, the same night that he promises he’ll always stand up for Jesus, denies him three times; Peter - with all his faults - whom Jesus picks out as the one who will be the rock on which the Church is built. Peter, do you love me? Feed my sheep...    

So I’m Christian because I long to live in relationship with this God who knows me intimately and loves me and always sees my potential. This God who chooses to use me even though I get it wrong; who is able to weave the things I do – both good and bad – into his overall story for good in our world.

This God has always been with me – even as a small child, growing up on the Isle of Wight, one of six children.  We weren’t well off but we had the sea and the beach on our doorstep and in those days my God was creator God. We’re told: “In the beginning was the Word and the word was with God and the Word was God. .. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being.”

 I didn’t understand those words then – perhaps I don’t fully even now - but I did know that my God had created all the things that gave me so much joy:  sun, sand, sea, trees and flowers, meadows, the seasons, my family and friends. And I’ve always seen God as the joyful creator, bringing into being all the beauty we have in our world. I don’t think he did it in 7 days – I think he had far too much fun creating all the different creatures and linking them up together to rush it all - but his creator side makes me see our God as a God of fun and laughter: a God who loves children –who are also full of fun and laughter! 

From a very early age, too, my God was a God of compassion. So much of Jesus’ ministry was underpinned by his deep sense of compassion for others – remember how he was exhausted after teaching and healing all day; and he went with his disciples on the lake to find some peace and quiet; and he got to the other side only to find that the people had got there first and were desperate for his help: and he had compassion on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd. Jesus’ qualities of compassion and love resonate so deeply within me as how I think we should be with each other. How could I be other than Christian if this is what it is about?

God is compassionate particularly when we are vulnerable. But he also challenges us when we are complacent. Two other qualities  And i have discovered during my life that God is a God of trust, a steadfast God who is with me not only in the good times, but in the bad times too. I don’t often speak about some of my life experiences because I don’t want to be defined by them - 

 And God is a God of challenge. I don’t think, as the Hebrew Scriptures argue that God blesses the good people and curses those who are evil. For I see daily round about me those who are good people who suffer; and I see the injustice of evil people winning out. And I remember Jesus words: God sends rain on the good and the evil; and the sun shines on both good and evil too.

No: God doesn’t promise us that if we are Christian life will always be easy. How can that be so when so much of what we suffer is tied up in our relationships with each other?     

Each and everyone of us here here has your own story of how and why you have come to be Christian – stories of how you have found God – or, more probably, how God has found you; stories maybe that are very recent or stories that go right back to your early years; stories that will be as varied as the diverse people who make up this community. And every one of those will give reasons to be Christian. And all those stories are valued and precious to God.

© Liz Horwell, curate of Wanstead, London E11

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